Dear God, What’s Going on Here!

Are you sure you’ve got your timing write? Not off by a year or two, are you?

I thought you wanted me to homeschool this year, well come to think of it, did I even ask you? Probably not, I just thought, no, felt in my heart, it was the right thing to do. I still think it’s the right thing, but I’m questioning the timing of this unexpected house move.

Oh, I know it’s not official yet. But I’m packing up 12 years of my life including my homeschool room I JUST organized this summer! I’m a little overwhelmed with the fact I’m not mentally prepared to homeschool though I have all the curriculum…somewhere in boxes! Good thing I can set the official homeschool date to after we move in…when I’ll be unpacking??? What were you thinking?

And I’m really grateful to the interest this agent has in me. I’m thinking I could have an agent any day now. But I question the timing of it all. Did you forget my kids were in school last year, and I had several hours a day to write and devote to my career? Do you know something about next year that I don’t?

Duh, obviously you do, but why does my life have to always be in “feast or famine” mode? I want to devote myself to homeschooling wholeheartedly. How can I do that with moving into a house…a big fixer upper? Which I’m very thankful for, btw! Well, it’s not officially ours yet, neither is the agent official or anything. Maybe I’m reading into things that I shouldn’t. Maybe I shouldn’t have just boxed up my entire desk!

Who knows?

Oh, yeah, you do!

Good thing one of us knows what’s going on here!

Affectionately Yours,

Clueless