Protected: Grace vs. Discipline

I’m struggling with how much grace to show my kids. It seems when I show them a lot of grace, they walk all over me, or at least try. When did they become so disrespectful and rebellious, arguing and challenging like a bully on the playground. Telling me “no” to my face, and cutting me down.

I’m probably to blame. Wish I knew what went wrong, where it went wrong! I know deep down underneath there’s a compassionate heart, but I’m not sure that heart is following after the Lord. I’m not sure that I’m a good example to point the way. I fall so often and all they see is my sin. I preach to deaf ears and feel like a hypocrite. Eyes full of hate and defiance burn through me. Often times we reconcile, but the sun went down on someone’s anger tonight. I’m afraid I might be losing him, and I don’t know what to do.

What am I doing wrong? Should I be firmer? Offer more grace. I think grace would be easier to give if there was a repentant heart. I’m at an utter loss of what to do and so helpless to do anything. Only Jesus can save this relationship! Guide me, show me, change me!

Gina Conroy

Gina Conroy

From the day I received my first diary in the second grade, I've had a passion expressing myself through writing. Later as a journalist and novelist, I realized words, if used powerfully, have the ability to touch, stir, and reach from the depths of one soul to another. Today as a writing and health coach, I inspire others to live their extraordinary life and encourage them to share their unique stories. For daily inspiration follow me on https://www.facebook.com/gina.conroy and check out my books here https://amzn.to/3lUx9Pi