Sometimes You Just Need Rest

Not sure where this blog is headed or where I’m going. Just not sure about much of anything anymore. Posting over here has dwindled to almost nothing, though life is busy. I’m still homeschooling and driving kids to play practice. Still struggling and questioning how long it’s going to take to reach the promised land. For goodness sakes, I’ll be 42 in a couple weeks. Shouldn’t I be there by now?

So, though I think you’ve already figured out that blogging has less of a drive in my life, thought I’d put it down here anyway. Who knows, maybe God will give me inspiration or a new direction, or maybe this blog will just fizzle out like I think Writer…Interrupted has. Don’t know, but I do know I’m tired of striving for things that just don’t pan out and tired of wondering if “this is God” or not.

Then again, maybe I’m just tired, and after I’m rested and this play is over, maybe I’ll see things differently.

Maybe…